To Whom It May Concern:

And yet, another day of heavenly hell.

His grave has been replaced, with my sad and worn-through bones.
His tears have been replaced, with my hatred and conceit.
My life has been replaced, with remorse and sinful ways.

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...I want to grow old with someone.
On my first try, too.
And I want to ride my jazzy next to them as we drive down 41st when we're eighty and too old to walk.
I want to fall madly, and head over heels IN LOVE.

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I'd drive all night to find her happiness again.

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I've never been one to underestimate the power of God.
Or the power of indifference.
But I can't help but question,
Is this really worth it?

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Today, I progressed.